Friday, 24 April 2015


Did you find that old?
Well, because I don't think so.

Apparently, this post has been in my draft way too long than I have ever imagined. It was supposed to be posted on 1st of April because you know, it's just my favourite date of the year for every year. I guess I got carried away with other unnecessary stuff. What's new, no? -_-

Now here i am, writing this post on 24th of April which almost approaching to the end of April. Man, that's sad. I love the month of April so much. SO MUCH.

Why, you ask?


Who wouldn't enjoy and feel excited for their birthday month, right?

So it's already 2015, that means on 1st of April this year, I just turned 23. Not that old if I might say. Just perfect for me to start my adulthood life? Okay, don't bother asking me what I've done with my life ever since I turned 20 till 22. That, my friend, was still a teenage years for me. I've been busy with parties university during that time. Now that I've officially a month old graduated from university and still patiently waiting for my convocation day in August, I now consider that turning 23 is somewhat a life changing experience. From a teenager to an immature adult.

I'm not gonna write about my birthday celebrations here because that will be just too many. Midnight surprise, morning surprise, family birthday dinner treat, friends celebration treat, bestfriend celebration treat and the list goes on and on. But one thing for sure, for this year celebration it was all about being well treated celebration in the most lady-like way. I love it to bits. I don't fancy big and loud celebration anymore because the presents that count, guys. LOL. Ok no, just kidding. But really,  thanks guys for acknowledge that I'm ageing and made it small, quiet yet sweetest among all. I truly enjoyed and appreciate it a lot. Only God could repay all your kindness.

"How old are you?"


"Oh wow! Then, when will you get married?"

"You're already 23. During my time at your age, girl would be carrying a baby already"

"Dah ada boyfriend ke belum? Kalau takde, biar Mak Teh cari kan"
(Do you have a boyfriend? If not, let auntie find one for you)

"Kawan-kawan mummy mostly ada cucu dah. Bila la mummy dapat rasa ada menantu and cucu ni"
(Most of mummy's friends have grandchildren. When will mummy get to experience on having a son in law and grandchildren)


Hmm. So, can you tell me, is this normal when you turned 23 not less than a month just yet?
Because I definitely have been receiving this a whole lot more of this lately and it's tiring.
If that's what I've to deal with in being 23, boy, that's SO stressful.

I mean chill guys, I'm only 23. TWENTY3. Not 32.

And just so you know, finding a husband is not as easy as choosing a fish at the market. Oh wait, in my case, even choosing a fish is hard. Sigh.

Sunday, 18 January 2015


Perempuan Meroyan Syndrome

I guess that's what really mean.

As i'm typing this with only my left hand, my right hand is happily scooping out Pralines 'n Cream ice cream from the pint while i'm watching Anugerah Juara Lagu. I'm so cool liddat

Believe it or not,  10 minutes ago, this happy girl was about to make her own house into a swimming pool because she can't stop crying. Why u asked? Just because her brother ate her chocolate bar and she didn't get to eat it. Trust me, i don't understand myself either. Don't get me start with my inner child behaviour during this 'time' of the month. SO ANNOYING i tell you. 

I've always known as a cry baby and it gets worse during this time. Sikit-sikit menangis kind of girl. Extra sensitive la actually. Basically, it's roller coaster mood time for me. 

But really, ain't it beautiful? 

 I personally think being a girl is really beautiful. You get to experience a lot of beautiful things throughout life. So grateful that i was born a girl. Especially when that time of the month. All you need is a little too much of attention. Well at least for me. 

What about people who have to deal with girl who's having PMS? Piece of advice, be patient and entertain her with your attention. That's all. You're surely be rewarded by Him for your patience. 

Okay, i'm already feel so emo listening to Dayang Nurfaizah's Di Pintu Syurga. How dare you play with my emotions now, you?! Such an emo song. I want to cry already now. *push away my ice cream pint* 

*sambung meroyan*


Monday, 5 January 2015

New Year, New Me

Well, i really hope the saying 'New year, new me' implies strictly to me, myself and i for this year.

Greetings back to you lovely people!
It's 2015 already and of course i'm back to this little space that hold a special place in my heart.
You know, i just miss this little place where i usually spend my time ranting or what not here.
So that's why i'm back and promise myself not to neglect this precious place that used to help me overcome my anger, sad, depression and all sort of emotion in this world that caught me into words. If not small, tiny. Still, it helped. I'm a diary girl since i was born i guess. 

2014 was a rough year to me. I let the ugly 2014 passed it's own way and decided not to look back. But of course along those chapters, i met beautiful souls and i'm glad we crossed paths. 

So, what does this 'new book' has for me?